I realized one day that I had been living a lie my entire life. I had been a heterosexual woman my entire life, only to discover one day I am a lesbian. People have this misconception that lesbians want just anybody. That's the Wrong idea. I am Very Particular!
In meeting this woman named Felicia. It was a professional encounter. I discovered that there was a strong connection and attraction to this person. Honestly, it blew my mind. How could I say this to myself? It's because I always have been a lesbian, since the age of 15. Fact!
However, since coming to San Francisco I will admit many questioned my sexuality, for my being so tenacious. I've always been a sensual lady, while being very versatile and strong. I think some thought I was Butch, but not the case.
I've met a few very handsome guys, some women would kill to have show an interest in them. I on the other hand thought they were handsome, but there was no spark. Merely eye candy.
It was in connecting with this woman, I realized that even though I was in a 16 year relationship and marriage with a man, I had always fantasized about a woman. I have lived a lie for years. No man had ever been able to please me, because it was always a lie.
I told my mother. She said as long as I am happy, that's all that matters to her. If your child comes to you and tells you their gay, a lesbian or trans or bi, that still is your child. Judge not what you don't understand. The ultimate goal is to have your child happy with themselves!
That's unconditional love!
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